Welcome
to my blog.
It is
with apprehension that I begin this personal blog.
I’m
scared about what people will think and what they will say, or how they will
react. Worried that people are going to think I’m silly. Or stupid. or
completely NOT interesting enough to have a blog for petes sake.
I had one
once. A few years ago. But the boy* that
I was with at the time didn’t like it. If I dare mentioned one thought, idea,
emotion, or fact on my blog that I hadn’t already told him? Wowsers. Look out. So
my heart kinda still quivers a bit doing this again.
But
that was then, and this is now, and I’m doing this for me. And it will be
truth. Honest truth. It might be sad. It might be funny. It might even be
boring. (Actually it probably will be.) But it will be real. So stuff em.
Because
you see, every now and then I get the feeling that I might actually be a little
bit ok. A wonderful person even. A good
sister, a fun aunty, a beautiful girlfriend. I’d like to have that feeling more
often. I’d like to become a better person. I’d like to get real with myself and
be honest and express myself so I can grow and learn and trust and believe in
myself more.
Xo Mim
* I’m
with a man now. Mr Man is my best friend, he’s amazing, 100% kind and
supportive and understanding. I’m thankful for every moment I’m by his side.)
I don't think you're a mess at all Mim! You ARE wonderful and beautiful and amazing and all the good and lovely words in the whole dictionary!! Love you xoxo
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